Sighhhhhhhhhhhhh

Finally the day have come..
I wish this day won't come so soon at least.. But then I'm happy for senior ..
Really..
After knowing all that he had to go thru.. this is definitely good for him.
7 yrs ... it is not surprising why the emotional "outbreak" today by many ard him

For a moment I wondered whatever happened to my tear gland... Doesn't seem to be affected by all the scenes.. Was wondering too if I was trying too hard to keep calm... Wondering how can it not affect me... It's afterall a happy 8 mths for me.. We worked well as a team.. I had learnt lots from him n would hope to be able to learn more too... Someone whom I can look up to as a senior.. someone who can also be a friend at same time..

Way after everyone calmed down.. when all the little emotional "commotion" have stopped... I started to get into a little emotional state of my own.. in my little corner...perhaps I should be glad for that official phone call came to snap it out of my emotional state... Otherwise I would probably scare everyone out with my tears.... long after everyone have stopped.. N I would probably feel guilty if I will cause him to start once again.. I know he was trying very hard to control ... especially during that last official work hr... It's tough choice.. definitely.. all the friendships all the bonds...

I know my senior won't be reading this.. but must really thank him for all the guidance throughout this period all his advice.. Also wish to apologise for driving him up the wall so much too *hiakz* but I guess he enjoys them anyway! haha..... And to thank him for eventually being sporting enough to wear the Shrek ears headband which he thought was so silly.. I know he did it for our sake..

I know I have a long battle ahead of me now.... and also for him. It's a new challenge awaiting him. Wishing him the bestest in his future endeavours.