First draft of my Taiwan trip "Photo album"

So happy.. spent quite some time sieving through my photographs and friend's to select photos that I want to send to print.

Wrote a first draft of the text to include together with the photographs. I hope the album will turn out nice. Hope to get the photographs printed out soon too so I can slowly piece them together.

It's one of the things I'll like to do for my trips. To self create my own album... yes.. including the erm .. "ALBUM"... Hope to be able to complete my album before my exams starts... Or maybe I shant be too ambitious.. Maybe it would be good enough if I can do it by end of next month after my exams. Hmm....

And all the trouble juz because I'm simply in love with TAIWAN! hahaha......

Pressure pressure and more pressure

It's the season to b "pressured" again to attend the D&D... I dunno.. Its either cos I don't feel the bond .. The thought of attending the event just doesn't "appeal" to me.. Or its probably cos I don't think much of it.. (I'm sorrie to have to say this esp I'm kinda close to the committee pple) I don't know.. its like when you go thru all the trouble to think of a theme each year... but no one dresses according to it!!! Pple who win best dress award is always the "standard" few pretty lads & lasses...who always appear in their best formal gown. Erm...may I ask.. what role does the theme play huh?? ...Then next its the mentality of all who attend. Seriously speaking.. do u really think everyone attend it cos they really feel the sense of belonging that I'm still searching for (after almost 2 yrs???) the answer is sadly, NO. A vast majority of the staffs go for the simple "thrill" or "fact" that its a FREE "high-class" meal with all expenses paid by company and of cos not forgetting the thrill of winning something free via the LUCKY DRAW!! That's soooooooooo erm.. DUH!!!!! As I was going through YR's D&D photos.. I was thinking.. HEY that's so fun.. everyone makes an effort to dress according to theme.. If mine was like that I guess I'll be more sporting...at least they bother they feel the bond (or least makes an effort to create the bond). Rather than going for a free meal, stick to ur same old gang, coming back not knowing anyone else from other sites STILL.. making no difference in creating a bond.. but feeling glad u won something in the lucky draw? CHEY! cheap thrill... I still cant explain why I don't feel the "urge" to wanna go... .. Neither could my ex-boss.. He simply couldn't figure out why I could have a group of pally colleagues at work but yet I don't feel like attending the event. Neither can I. Anyway..if he was still in the company this year.. I probably would give him face.... (erm.. I did say MAYBE right? :P)

Anyway, I really wish to concentrate on my revision while u guys & gals erm.. enjoy yourself at the event. I have an exam to sit for the following week (or rather juz a couple of days after that) And its a paper consisting of 4 "modules" 2 of which I attended classes for and I'm totally NOT familiar with them and the other 2 are not taught in the school totally cos its not FUNDED! OMG! I'm still wondering how I'm gonna survive it.. :(

IT Consultant...

I don't know..sometimes its kinda tiring have to play the role to every single living soul around me.. I really don't mind helping if I can..

But but but... IT is really a broad industry. Being a erm.. Professional in this line.. doesn't mean I know every single aspect of it all.. I am definitely not capable of solving all issues from Network to hardware to software to whatever else not. Its just like a cook in a Jap restaurant does not mean he's equally capable of making equally tasty Indian dishes...We all have our own expertise...

But I also do hope everyone else do understand I also huff my bad days at work or life.. or the just don't wish to be disturbed mode... so if I happen to appear / sound / seem hostile.. please bear with me ya? ...

Blah... its juz another one of those down down to the pits mode I guess.. I hope everyone understands. And I'm drop dead tired.. I've not slept for the past 36 hours... Pls pls pls understand.. Thanks a millions....

Depressed...

I think I may start getting into a state of depression very soon.
8 days of trip to Taiwan ended juz so quickly....
Its soon back to reality again... and I think I'm gonna suffer from depression soon..
*sighz*

Why does holidays always end so fast?

I'm so exhausted...
Really wish to blog on the trip and post some pictures up. Probably over the weekend when I'm more free... (erm.. I hope...) Hopefully won't have to wait till my exams are over!